Is it okay to be sad??
Is it okay for you to think of everything you two have done together?? For all of it to be crushed because he has someone new. Because someone new has him and it’s not you??
Is it okay to cry during the holidays knowing he replaced you and is taking someone else on your “special trips?” Is it okay for you to cry over everything y’all went through, thinking you could concure it all?? Is it okay?!?
Is it okay to cry behind closed doors because you don’t like your friends and family to know how hurt you are??
Is it okay to cry knowing that everything you did you could have done differently?? That because your mental illness pushed him away?? Knowing that any problem you had he avoided and never held you to tell you it was okay??
Is it okay to cry when you thinking about the time you needed him the most all he wanted was to fuck you when you had someone die??
Is is okay to be sad because you think you think so little of yourself?? You think you could never fall in love again??
Is being sad okay or am I just upset over the feeling of being in love?..